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Name: Jayni
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Omaha
Birthday: 3/23/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: I read constantly. I love books. I love God, too. In fact, I love books that are about God or talk about God in them. I like to take pictures as well. I think that interests boxes are wierd because no matter what I put in here, you really aren't going to know more imortant stuff about me. These are more like meaningless facts. Oh well, enjoy them.
Expertise: I am really good at nonsensical rambling. You might say that I am a professional. I can make a pretty good pie. I also make up different voices just to make people laugh. That's pretty fun to do. In fact, making people laugh sometimes comes easy. Don't know if I would call it an expertise though. This is worse than the interests box.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: dopey323@hotmail.com
Member Since:
11/18/2004
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| When I get so wrapped up in my own life that I don't even notice the events of those who are supposed to be my brothers and sisters in Christ...well, it's then I realise how appropriate my last name is because I am, in fact, an ass. I'm sorry. | | |
| I went to the YMCA today and got a membership. I will probably find out later that I in fact cannot afford it, but I did it. So now I have the opportunity to work out, be healthy, and other things of that nature. At the same time...it's scary beyond all reason... I also had my interview at Starbucks today. I think it went well. I was nervous, and I wore jeans because bad things happened to all my other bottoms which really sucks because that's bad. I hope wearing jeans didn't hurt me too much. I won't know until Wednesday though. Suckfest. I can't believe I have a YMCA membership. What am I thinking??? | | |
| My eyelid is swollen. No no, I have no idea why it is swollen. I even went to the doctor. It might be an allergic reaction to something, but we just don't know. So I look like Igor, or like the Hunchback of Notre Dame. Not even kidding. It hurts a little bit when I move my eye a lot, which stinks because I just started reading The Idiot by Fyodor Dostoevsky (sp?) and I think I like it. Suckfest. However, the doc gave me some drops or something for the swelling, and he said if I can't afford the medicine to just take benadryl and see if that will help at all. Good news being; my eye most likely will not look like this forever. **If anyone gets the movie quote I put as the subject for this blog, I will pretty much love you forever and ever and ever. That's right. Two ands. | | |
| Yesterday was quite the day. Two pretty big things happened:
1. I found out that someone really close to me had an abortion last year. Yesterday was the first time she told anyone about it. I hate that she was put in that situation. Mostly I hate how much she is hurting right now. I'm glad she could tell me. I'm glad that God used me and helped me to react in the right way. Mostly, I'm glad I can pray for her and maybe even find her help now.
2. My grandpa (the one with dimensia) fell off his roof last night. He's in the hospital and he's stable. He fractured to vertebrae in his back and also fractured his pelvis. They're monitering for internal bleeding and such. He almost had to go for emergency surgery, but then he didn't. Hopefully I'll get to see him soon, but so far I've been delegated to watching kids.
So yeah, I feel sort of emotionally drained today. There were more things that happened, but I don't feel like writing every little thing down. If anything, I've been praying more which is never a bad thing :). | | |
| I spent such time loving
Caring for what you thought
Learning all of you
And yet you never cared to know me
The core of me
The little things
Making me... me
Setting me apart
From her
And him
But then
It seems that it's okay
You don't have to know
Since I tried to force you
I never wanted it that way
Unnatural
It must come freely
From above
To last
Survive
My life | | |
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